Claiming Our Place at the Changing Table
Andrew Peterson

Picture this: a man is standing at a changing table, diapering a young child. What thoughts and feelings come into your mind as you contemplate this image? Does the scene seem natural to you or is something out of balance? Is it a caring moment, or is it comic? Is the man confident in what he’s doing or is he fumbling at the task? Do you find yourself wondering where the child’s mother is? Do you imagine that the child is contented and safe? Or are you just a little bit concerned that she’s not being cared for well enough? My guess is that many people experience at least some small discomfort when picturing this scene. It is surprisingly difficult in our culture to create an unconditionally positive image of a man engaged in the basic care of his children.

Lately in the editorial pages we’ve been witnessing the revival of an old debate about working mothers. Once again, women are being chastised for trying to maintain their professional lives while also raising children. But doesn’t it strike you that there’s something missing from this equation? Why is it that when we talk about the care of our children, fathers are completely absent from the discussion? Why do we continue to assume that the care of young children is the sole domain of mothers? It’s as if, as a culture, we’ve decided to raise our children with one arm tied behind our back. Men are not even invited into the discussion about work and family - and we haven’t yet figured out that we belong there. As a new father myself, I often struggle against the assumption that the care of children is women’s work which fathers are somehow unable to do. In my work as a counselor in training, I talk with many men who are increasingly aware that the disengaged style of fathering they grew up with is inadequate for their children, their partners and themselves. They want to change. But they are finding precious few models for what a "new fatherhood" might look like.

Even worse, men are likely to encounter a subtle resistance to making this change. We get mixed messages. While we’re supposed to be more involved with the raising of our children, we are not wholeheartedly encouraged to make the sacrifices that this would require. We’re still supposed to define our role primarily as the provider for our family, a role which leaves most of the nurturing and caretaking of the children to the women.

Twice a month I meet with several fathers for a fledgling Father’s Support Group. These are men who are working hard to be involved in their children’s lives. And at every meeting we ask ourselves the same question: why don’t more men come out for these support group meetings? Each of us knows other fathers who have expressed the desire for just such a group. In fact, almost every father I know thinks that it’s a great idea to have a place where men can talk together about the struggles and joys of parenthood. But for some reason it’s extremely difficult for men to take that first step, to seek or to create the supportive network that we need in order to claim a fullyengaged role in the raising of our children.

Here’s the problem: because of the assumption that raising children is women’s work, our culture doesn’t take seriously men’s experience within families. For many men this assumption about men’s non-involvement becomes a self -fulfilling prophecy. When their efforts to participate in the care of their children are met with amusement, when their desire to trade a piece of their earning power for time at home is met with threatened disbelief, it’s far too easy for men to throw up their hands and just get out of the way. Men can change this. But it will take a conscious effort. Personally, I refuse to give up the right to raise my child in the best way I know how. I’ve made a commitment - which I hope other fathers will share - to challenge the assumptions about fathers’ non-involvement whenever I come across them. I take issue with the unspoken assumption in so many depictions of parenting that fathers will not be a part of the basic nurturing of their young children. I make it known that I’m unhappy that the few images I see of fathers parenting young children usually make men out to be cute, fumbling, buffoons, and I make a point of being an active, nurturing father when I’m out in public. The way I see it, if you don’t find yourself reflected in the images of your culture, you’ve got no choice but to create those images yourself.

If men are willing to make the sacrifice that raising children requires, if we can risk challenging the assumption that our experience as fathers is irrelevant, if we finally start demanding our place at the changing table, then the culture will slowly be forced to recognize and respond to that change. It’s a change which will benefit not only ourselves, but also our partners, and especially our children.


Andrew Peterson is a free-lance writer and a graduate student in counseling at the University of Montana. He lives in Missoula.

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